y0u.. hurt me da m0st..

euu always want me t0 be the best when you are n0t..
euu always want me to do the right when euu did wrong..

i brought euu fame..
bt it seems to be nothing because it comes from me..

euu never ask if i am happy..
euu juz thnk dat euu gave me anythng i want..
yeah..
evrythng is jz 'euu thnk'..

i wont complain if my phone is 2nd handed frm my br0 or my dad..
i jz couldnt believe that my sch bag is given by otha ppl..
my bottle is a lucky draw frm da scouts night..
n euu r angry of me going to dat event..
i jz duwan to b lik him..
he wil jz ask money.. requesting dis n dat..
goin out without telling euu..
acting to b a gud boy in front of euu..
n he is a gud boy??

what the hell is that??
im facing dis thng which makes me feel unbalance n i hv to face it in sch too??
jz send me to hospital sakit jiwa..
i thnk i wil thank euu a lot..

depressi0ns x.X

my dream huh??

i want t0 be a KING SCOUT..

it seems t0 be s0 far away fr0m me..

or it will only be a dream.....??

GOD.. please let this dream c0me true..

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im s0 s0 easy t0 gt dis em0 thng recently..

i thnk i really need my specs t0 be repaired..

im s0................................................. lonely.

hmm..

didnt update my blog 4 quite a long time..

i've went t0 camp..
went to ts with BF..
went to cameron wif my family..
went to genting with my fwens..

i also went to help a camp which is located at sepang..
v sent irmela to0..

i failed my add maths..
n0 m0re camp 4 me..

seriously..
i d0 nt wanna accept da truth..
irmela's leave n da n0 camp 4 me thngy..
i jz dun want dis to happen..
but..
it still happened..
when time fl0ws..
ya..
it will happen..

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goin to hav a photo shoot with my family..
kinda nervous xtually..
g0tta work hard 4 it..
i hv to keep fit n cut down my weight!!
im jz way to0 fat><

owh yaa..
to da GUYS..
pls dun pull ppl's hair..
maybe euu would wanna hv a chance to pull th0se gals hair bt they are wearing tudung on it..
jz..
thnk pr0perly b4 doing dat..
i wil definitely kill euu when i know who is it..

dats all f0r nw..

en