may thngs wil g0 smoothly

v decorated da stage t0dae..
to complete our task..

while v were decorating.
thr were da special kids having pr0gram in da dewan..
i luv t0 lo0k at them..
their happy face..
v were s0 lucky t0 b a n0rmal pers0n..
dun ya fuu da same way??
they were helpful t0 each others..
n i din even c any1 of them fight b4..
they act better than a n0rmal pers0n hu can thnk bt use it 4 n0 gud..

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when v were alm0st d0ne wif da main backdr0p..
i imagine hw v started..
it was nt easy..
i sudden realise hw hard was it 4 da art club members t0 dec0rate it whenever there is an event..
they can hav a rest.. hehe

i t0t ashley will dr0p by n c if v were d0ing it rite..
bt she did nt..
khairul sh0wed up...
he really help us t0 take da big mar00n cloth..
help us t0 adjust th0se alphabets..
i really appreciate dat..
bt wat can i say..
im nt close to him..
i cant s0cial..
haix

when v were helping jun kit to stick da masking tape..
it was one of da fun time of dis wh0le process..
i will rmb dis 4eva..
i really lik it when evry1 gather together n w0rk t0gether..
i l0ve evry1 of euu..

rach
saffa
aasmita
raja
darrell
adib
ezmit
sara
suba
rubin
leon
jun kit
meliz
sharbie

euu guys did a gud job..
i w0nt 4gt evry m0ment in da pr0cess of dis task..

4 da ppl hu did nt c0me n help..
euu doesnt deserve t0 b a prefect..
d0 euu kn0 dat..
our PKP1 said dat v hav t0 sacrifice if euu wanna wear blue shirt..
even n0n-prefects helped us out..
hw euu want mii nt to c0mpare??

thx ellya atiqah fatin fadzrain..
thx a l0t..

i believ dat v hv try our vry best..
may evrythng wil b perfect!!!

t0 da ppl hu din help..
EUU SUCKS!!!

pls l0ve mii..

pls love mii m0r..
seri0us..
i nid it..

i duwan t0 keep my feelings in my heart anymor..
vry heartaching..
im nt talkin t0 sara 4 a looooong time...
i fuu lonely..
i fuu lonely cz of nt tlkin to her..
sure my mistake..
i fuu lonely to sit in da class study alone..
evry1 sit wif their fwens n study t0getha b4 exam..
except mii..
y??

y im nt all0wed t0 g0 4 camping??
y evrythng dat is wr0ng seems t0 be my fault??
y im da one dat wil b sc0ld??
y i couldnt d0 well 4 my rumusan??
y im sc0lded when im nt wr0ng??
y im wr0ng t0 surf da net b4 doing h0mew0rk??
y im al0ne??
y i dun hav freedom lik my fwens??
i jz nid a lil m0re freed0m n l0ve..
y n0b0dy undrstand mii??
y my tears will popped out easily whenever im angry??
y im s0 stupid??
y ther is n0 one dat i can talk t0 when im sad??

NO..............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wanted t0 smash my ph0ne int0 pieces..
i wanted t0 sc0ld all da bad w0rds at once..
i wil be crazy..
pls l0ve mii b4 im crazy..
i kn0 im vry blessed c0mpared t0 da ppl in Afirka dat starved..
i dun nid GOD to take away my sadness..
i jz nid t0 kn0 a way t0 find out thngs dat make life happier..

i hate it..

kn0w wat..
dis exam makes mii 4gt a l0t of thngs..
i din even realise dat da event 4 w0rld milk dae is xtually t0dae b4 dis..
i cant g0 on9 cz da broadband is nt at h0me..
jz f0r a few daes..
bt it is able to make mii outdated..

4 da w0rld milk dae..
i dun understand..
y ther is space 4 galguides t0 sit in da bus bt nt a space to fit mii in??
hey im one of da scout in dis sch..
hw can euu guyz d0 dis t0 mii..
i nvr hated any sc0ut events..
nw..
i hate dis one..
hw heartache 4 mii t0 nt be with euu guyz..
any1 kn0w dat..?????

thx t0 dis event..
i kn0 dat n0 one ever rmb mii..
i kn0 dat im nt imp0rtant in dis sc0ut tro0p..
i dun hav a camera t0 take picts in all events s0 dat euu guys wil rmb mii by getting th0se picys eur wanted t0 see..

thx..
i knew it n0w

今年活动回忆录

开学第一个星期没去上课几天。。
去了云顶和马六甲。。

操步操得腿粗晒得脸黑。。
只为了学校运动会。。

童军会员考试营。。
我最爱露营了。。

学长训练营+额外活动。。
虽然活动不多不过还是很喜欢。。

挥春比赛。。
书法比赛。。
写作比赛。。
校外挥春比赛。。
我爱上了华人的文化。。

和美女一起出去的日子。。

每一次代表YE出去。。

最近的‘一个大马’露营。。
虽然让我有点失望。。
不过我很珍惜每一次露营的机会。。



我最爱出席活动了。。

=/

suddenly realise im s0..

wu ba0 bei..
i decided nt to 'zhu dong' talk to euu anym0r..
haix
i fuu lik nt t0 d0 s0..
bt our heart are s0 far away..
v alm0st dun hv c0nnecti0ns ad..
bt i scared when i talk t0 euu euu wil fuu dat im jz using euu..
NO
i duwan dat to happen..
顺其自然吧
即使我们的心会越来越远
甚至到不需要联系的地步
我
不会后悔
即使时光倒流再让我从新选择
我依然会踏出这一步
即使会感到伤心
但
我会珍惜这个曾经

吴宝贝
谢谢你！！

haix

t0dae is nt a gudgud dae 4 mii..

i usually wun c0mpare if t0dae is luckier than tmrw..

i jz care if todae i did less thng than yesterdae..

bt todae is really nt dat gud..

wat to do??

nothng..

******

im nt a gal without brain..

i hv feelings..

pls d0 nt judge mii by my no0b face..

im better than euu in otha aspects..

pls d0nt t0t dat euu n eur fwens wil nt d0 thngs wr0ng..

euu jz din explain 4 todae's incident..

evry1's p0int of view is diff..

nt evry1 d0 thngs in da same way..

pls d0 nt take c0mm0n sense as eur reas0n to gt angry on any1...

mayb i did make euu angry t0dae..

bt nt evrythng dat is wr0ng is my fault..

eur way of lookin is nt friendly anym0r..

******

gt scolded agn..

im fine..

bt i cried..

cant breathe when tears popped out..

bt feel better afta dat..

n0 ch0ice..

dats wat i d0 when im sad..

couldnt chg..

nvr chg..

i didnt chg..

she say dat i've chg to a better pers0n..
cz im nt dat bad-tempered anym0r..

bt i did nt..
im jz keeping my feelings deep in da b0tt0m of my heart..
except if i express my feelings..
if nt n0 one wil kno..

im trying to c0pe up wif my studies..
s0 far..
is jz okayy..

******

i tot euu were my best fwen..
bt euu did nt mean wat euu say..
nvm..
im okay wif it..

******

alone??
n0 pr0b..
im use t0 it ad..