freed0m??

a l0t of thng hv passed n i dun hv da chance to write abt it..
i'll make it in note form..

1.thngs did nt g0 wif da plan..
2.v did nt perf0rm on dat dae..
3.i went to a camp..
4.my skin bec0me m0r tan..
5.my m0m is freakingly angry..
6.she sc0lded mii lik hell..
7.my parents dun wanna let mii g0 4 b0th jamb0ree..
8.i want t0 attend all da camps..
9.i dun hv chance t0 d0 my sc0ut l0g bo0k at h0me cz s0me1 dun lik.. (i dun wanna menti0n hu it is)
10.i hv t0 finish my log book, moral & chinese pr0ject by this week..
11.im g0ing t0 get sc0ldings agn cz im g0in out wif 4C this sat..
12.i hav t0 sh0w my mid-year exam results t0 my parents n i kn0w dat i didnt sc0re well..
13.i fuu s0 stress nw><
14.i went camer0n..
15.camer0n is nice bt when h0lidaes c0ntained sc0ldings.. its lik sitting in hell f0r few sec0nds..
16.i wanna attend kem kemahiran n kem kepimpinan..
17.bt da chance of attending is 0.001%..
18.da outing wif BF..
19.nt dat nice..
20.nt bcz of BF..
21.its bcz i sucks..
22.cant d0 anythng..

Pei En..
typed this when parents is busy n have n0 time t0 n0tice what im d0in..

may thngs wil g0 smoothly

v decorated da stage t0dae..
to complete our task..

while v were decorating.
thr were da special kids having pr0gram in da dewan..
i luv t0 lo0k at them..
their happy face..
v were s0 lucky t0 b a n0rmal pers0n..
dun ya fuu da same way??
they were helpful t0 each others..
n i din even c any1 of them fight b4..
they act better than a n0rmal pers0n hu can thnk bt use it 4 n0 gud..

*********************

when v were alm0st d0ne wif da main backdr0p..
i imagine hw v started..
it was nt easy..
i sudden realise hw hard was it 4 da art club members t0 dec0rate it whenever there is an event..
they can hav a rest.. hehe

i t0t ashley will dr0p by n c if v were d0ing it rite..
bt she did nt..
khairul sh0wed up...
he really help us t0 take da big mar00n cloth..
help us t0 adjust th0se alphabets..
i really appreciate dat..
bt wat can i say..
im nt close to him..
i cant s0cial..
haix

when v were helping jun kit to stick da masking tape..
it was one of da fun time of dis wh0le process..
i will rmb dis 4eva..
i really lik it when evry1 gather together n w0rk t0gether..
i l0ve evry1 of euu..

rach
saffa
aasmita
raja
darrell
adib
ezmit
sara
suba
rubin
leon
jun kit
meliz
sharbie

euu guys did a gud job..
i w0nt 4gt evry m0ment in da pr0cess of dis task..

4 da ppl hu did nt c0me n help..
euu doesnt deserve t0 b a prefect..
d0 euu kn0 dat..
our PKP1 said dat v hav t0 sacrifice if euu wanna wear blue shirt..
even n0n-prefects helped us out..
hw euu want mii nt to c0mpare??

thx ellya atiqah fatin fadzrain..
thx a l0t..

i believ dat v hv try our vry best..
may evrythng wil b perfect!!!

t0 da ppl hu din help..
EUU SUCKS!!!

pls l0ve mii..

pls love mii m0r..
seri0us..
i nid it..

i duwan t0 keep my feelings in my heart anymor..
vry heartaching..
im nt talkin t0 sara 4 a looooong time...
i fuu lonely..
i fuu lonely cz of nt tlkin to her..
sure my mistake..
i fuu lonely to sit in da class study alone..
evry1 sit wif their fwens n study t0getha b4 exam..
except mii..
y??

y im nt all0wed t0 g0 4 camping??
y evrythng dat is wr0ng seems t0 be my fault??
y im da one dat wil b sc0ld??
y i couldnt d0 well 4 my rumusan??
y im sc0lded when im nt wr0ng??
y im wr0ng t0 surf da net b4 doing h0mew0rk??
y im al0ne??
y i dun hav freedom lik my fwens??
i jz nid a lil m0re freed0m n l0ve..
y n0b0dy undrstand mii??
y my tears will popped out easily whenever im angry??
y im s0 stupid??
y ther is n0 one dat i can talk t0 when im sad??

NO..............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wanted t0 smash my ph0ne int0 pieces..
i wanted t0 sc0ld all da bad w0rds at once..
i wil be crazy..
pls l0ve mii b4 im crazy..
i kn0 im vry blessed c0mpared t0 da ppl in Afirka dat starved..
i dun nid GOD to take away my sadness..
i jz nid t0 kn0 a way t0 find out thngs dat make life happier..

i hate it..

kn0w wat..
dis exam makes mii 4gt a l0t of thngs..
i din even realise dat da event 4 w0rld milk dae is xtually t0dae b4 dis..
i cant g0 on9 cz da broadband is nt at h0me..
jz f0r a few daes..
bt it is able to make mii outdated..

4 da w0rld milk dae..
i dun understand..
y ther is space 4 galguides t0 sit in da bus bt nt a space to fit mii in??
hey im one of da scout in dis sch..
hw can euu guyz d0 dis t0 mii..
i nvr hated any sc0ut events..
nw..
i hate dis one..
hw heartache 4 mii t0 nt be with euu guyz..
any1 kn0w dat..?????

thx t0 dis event..
i kn0 dat n0 one ever rmb mii..
i kn0 dat im nt imp0rtant in dis sc0ut tro0p..
i dun hav a camera t0 take picts in all events s0 dat euu guys wil rmb mii by getting th0se picys eur wanted t0 see..

thx..
i knew it n0w

今年活动回忆录

开学第一个星期没去上课几天。。
去了云顶和马六甲。。

操步操得腿粗晒得脸黑。。
只为了学校运动会。。

童军会员考试营。。
我最爱露营了。。

学长训练营+额外活动。。
虽然活动不多不过还是很喜欢。。

挥春比赛。。
书法比赛。。
写作比赛。。
校外挥春比赛。。
我爱上了华人的文化。。

和美女一起出去的日子。。

每一次代表YE出去。。

最近的‘一个大马’露营。。
虽然让我有点失望。。
不过我很珍惜每一次露营的机会。。



我最爱出席活动了。。

=/

suddenly realise im s0..

wu ba0 bei..
i decided nt to 'zhu dong' talk to euu anym0r..
haix
i fuu lik nt t0 d0 s0..
bt our heart are s0 far away..
v alm0st dun hv c0nnecti0ns ad..
bt i scared when i talk t0 euu euu wil fuu dat im jz using euu..
NO
i duwan dat to happen..
顺其自然吧
即使我们的心会越来越远
甚至到不需要联系的地步
我
不会后悔
即使时光倒流再让我从新选择
我依然会踏出这一步
即使会感到伤心
但
我会珍惜这个曾经

吴宝贝
谢谢你！！

haix

t0dae is nt a gudgud dae 4 mii..

i usually wun c0mpare if t0dae is luckier than tmrw..

i jz care if todae i did less thng than yesterdae..

bt todae is really nt dat gud..

wat to do??

nothng..

******

im nt a gal without brain..

i hv feelings..

pls d0 nt judge mii by my no0b face..

im better than euu in otha aspects..

pls d0nt t0t dat euu n eur fwens wil nt d0 thngs wr0ng..

euu jz din explain 4 todae's incident..

evry1's p0int of view is diff..

nt evry1 d0 thngs in da same way..

pls d0 nt take c0mm0n sense as eur reas0n to gt angry on any1...

mayb i did make euu angry t0dae..

bt nt evrythng dat is wr0ng is my fault..

eur way of lookin is nt friendly anym0r..

******

gt scolded agn..

im fine..

bt i cried..

cant breathe when tears popped out..

bt feel better afta dat..

n0 ch0ice..

dats wat i d0 when im sad..

couldnt chg..

nvr chg..